It's a year later, and Shawn has watched everything change around him.  With the CIA in the past, he figured that would be the end.  No more agent, no more CIA, no more National Security.  Unfortunately for our favorite detective, things don't always work out the way you plan.

PLEASE NOTE:  THIS IS THE THIRD IN MY CIA DIARIES SERIES.  Shawn Spencer Is Hiding Something and The Call Back.  Please read those first! 

 Warning!  There will be spoilers for ALL seasons up to and including the finale!

Major whumpage for Shawn, Gus, Lassie, Jules, Karen, Buzz and Henry (yeah, I'm in one of those moods!) 

Categories: Pre-season, Alternate Universe
Characters: Gus, Shawn
Genres: Angst, Horror, Hurt/Comfort
Warnings: Sensitive Material
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes Word count: 1086 Read Count: 1349

One moment....one fleeting moment was all it took.  Shawn could feel the pain, the hunger. 

What would happen?  What will happen? 

Warnings for Character Death, Major Spoilers (through season 7) and Graphic Violence, just in case!

Thank you Redwolffclaw for the picture you made!  It is perfect!   

Nominated and placed 2nd in the 2016 Psychfic Awards!!!

"Juliet stared at Shawn's outstretched hand. While every fiber of her being wanted to go to him, she held back because this couldn't be real. Even though she so wanted it to be... it just couldn't."  

Juliet reunites with Shawn in an unlikely place.

*Warning* Character Death